Assalamualaikum. Hoyeah malas nk ckp banyak banyak. Lagipun tgh takde mood. But still, nk update blog. Well dah lama kot kita tak update blog. Kecian blog kita ni. Uhuks. Yes guys, saya dah lepas segala azab PMR. And yes, I do regret now. Rugi gila tak belajar elok elok dulu. Haaaa~ Rugi skrg tiada guna. Wah gitu kn? Class sgt. Wakaka~

First day sekolah well like usually, melepak dgn member. Like "wei, kau nmpk gemuk ah" "asal kau dah kurus ni wei?" "asal blablablabla" biasa lah tu, life remaja. Lifeless. Busybody pe sume. Kahkahkah~ Termasuk I lah. Wah mengaku ni youuu. Hekhek.
First sekolah pun dah suck dah. Well, semua pakai barang baru kn? Lps tu kena kurung dlm dewan tertutup pulak. Astaghfirullahalazim. Mmg mencabar kesabaran betul. Dgn panasnya. Berhimpit himpit. Lantai kotor. Automaticly, uniform and kasut sekolah kotor. Ya Allah, mmg down gila masa first day tu. Bygkan lah, dah semangat hbs nk pergi sekolah but then jadi mcm tu.

Yeah, I know its orentasi but logik lah sikit kan sekolah lain pun orentasi jugak but sehari je. Sehari sekolah dah tau masuk kelas apa. But kami semua dpt tau kami masuk kelas apa second day of school. Astaghfirullahalazim. Kalau bgtau awal awal takpe jugak, ni tak. Cikgu bgtau masa lps rehat. Bygkan lah, punya lah lama duduk dewan tu. Aarrrgghhh! Igtkan lps pmr dah tak duduk dah dewan tu. Huh, sabar Nana sabar.
Bila dapat tau masuk kelas apa..... again rasa down gila. Well, kita mmg taknak masuk kelas sains. Sbb kita tau tahap kita mcm mana. So kita sedar diri, kita mintak cikgu tukar kelas. Yes, thanks Sir Pacha. Love you! So then, dpt tukar kelas prinsip akaun. Yes dude, I wanna be an accountant. Ahaks. I wanna sleep with money. Harharhar. Astaghfirullahalazim. Merepek je kita kn? Huhu.

So now, kita pelajar prinsip akaun. But yessss, pelik lah kita bila ada org ckp "tahun ni kome honeymoon le yedok?" Hokaloh. Takde makna nk honeymoon segala. Seriously. Homeworks menimbun kottttt. Sama ada kuat ke tak nk buat semua hw tu. For me..... eeerrr malas ah. Wakakaka boooooo me. Huk smurf me

Well, kita tukar kelas tu cause taknak belajar bio fizik kimia pe sume. So kita decided better belajar addmath, at least kita fokus satu subjek. Drpd belajar byk subjek but almost semua subjek tu kita tak boleh handle. Haaaaa~ Jauh tak kita fikir? Em evendo kita totally tak boleh jadi doktor em takpelah, berkorban lah. Lagipun abg Aaron tk suka doktor. Em kita tknk abg Aaron tak suka kita. Eh? Perlu ke? Wakaka.

So kita satu kelas dgn ex bf kita. Huks that so suck. At first lah. Hahahahahahaha! Bila dah lama lama.... kami berkawan balik. And now, he's my crush. And I'm his crush. No couple. Dia nk kahwin time umur 25 tahun. Itu matlamat dia. Well, kita respect keputusan dia. So how? 9 years to go. For me, kita hanya mampu merancang well of course Allah yg tentukan. Kita kena redha dan ikut perjalanan kehidupan kita :-)
Oh no oh no. Jgn fikir psl benda benda mcm tu skrg. Tumpukan perhatian on our study first. Our future lg penting, I guess. Not guessing but its de fact kot. Hohoho selagi kita takde hala tuju, selagi tu jgn fikir psl benda remeh mcm ni. Thats my opinion. Well kita dah form 4, fikiran biar matured. Takda masa nk gaduh sbb lelaki dah. Eh? Ops. Wakakaka. I'm just saying. Its de fact oh.

Eh btw kan, ramai jugak kawan kawan kita yg nk pindah tau? Ya Allah. Sedih sgt sgt sgt! Bygkan lah, kita dah kawan lama. Em but still, kita homat keputusan dorg. Well, of course dorg yg nk terbaik utk life dorg. Kita hanya mampu doa je. Em em, selamat tinggal wahai sahabat sahabatku. Gonna miss you guys! Seriously. Jgn pernah berani lupakan aku weh! Btw, classmates kita ramai gak nk pindah. Majoriti budak lelaki. Even tk rapat sgt but still classmates kan, mesti terasa gak bila dorg dah pindah nnti. Em.

Em life must go on! Well so far sekolah, best. Have fun. Hari hari best, ceria. Well tiada hari yg malang or hari yg teruk. Dont say something like that, buddy. At least, kita still hidup kan? Just say "Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih, Allah kerana masih meminjamkan nyawa ini kepadaku." Itu dgn kata kata. Kalau kita nk bersyukur dgn perbuatan, well of course solat lah. Semakin dkt kita dgn Allah, semakin tenang hati kita. Trust me. I'm working on it now. InshaAllah, kita semua boleh.

Haaaaa yes, thats my doa. I want to be a better muslimah. If I've be better muslimah, I want to upgrade my iman. Doakan kita ya, semua? Hehehe~ Semoga kita berjaya dlm penghijrahan kita ni. Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin. Allahuakbar. Tiada Tuhan Melainkan Allah.

Sampai sini je, kita nk cerita. Well, letih dah menaip. Hehehe~ Assalamualaikum. Take care. Stay cute, stay awesome. May Allah bless us. Nana, xoxo

Semoga Allah terima penghijrahan aku ini. Sesungguhnya, aku sudah berlaku zalim. Ampunkan aku. Allahuakbar!